Life's unpredictable twist...

Things have been going quite well for me, it seems that nothing could have bother me lately. I've been having so many good night sleep and each day coming back from work, I feel a sense of liberation that i have make another 100AUD that day...

But, I suppose good things don't last for too long...The twist came, to think that I have my life in control only to loose it all when i finally heard the news of a love one's passing. Tears just flow down from my face as if it weren't mine, the aching in the heart would not stop.

The fear of losing someone has always been something that i fear, ever since I am so far away from home. Being so far and not being to say the final good bye makes things worst...

I used to sit there listening to him talk, him telling me about his past, his stories; and at times I will wonder if everything he told me were true, yet I never questioned him because I find myself enjoying those stories. He used to sing with the tune to some chinese music from a distance past, I never had the heart to tell him that his singing wasn't exactly in tune...but yet I find myself laughing silently in my heart, and his tune was somehow comforting. There were times when I find my mind wondering around aimlessly when he was trying to tell me about his own philosophy of life, and yet somehow the words seems to get stuck in my head even when I think I am not listening.

And the reason it hurts me so much, was only because I held him in a special place in my heart. You will be miss, Gong Gong.